Random thought

I wanted to talk about irritation, Things like disappointment and all.
We tend to disappoint or even angry when things don't work in they way we want, hope or expected to be. Like something not supposed to be happen. For example, nobody wants to be hurt, but there someone come, irritate and make us hurt. No matter a stranger or a close relatives. Other example is when we expect our work would result in success, but it happens the other way around, it fails terribly. Or when we wait for someone to come or for a chance to appear but seems that we will wait forever, There is, when we expect something and things just happen out of expectation in the way isn't 'comfortable' to us.

So that there is a lot of chance to be irritated or disappointed because life has lot of surprised for us. What happen is that sometimes things just out of our control, no matter we think and plan for it, No matter how bad we cry or beg for it. Therefore the problem should be simplified into two things: something we can control and something we just can't.

When things aren't they way we expected to be and there is nothing much to do to change what had been done or what had happened, the thing we could change is only our feeling towards what happened. I know how devastated it feels, when we had put almost everything.
I remembered the character of Final Fantasy VIII (games), Squall Leonheart said, "The bigger the hope, the greater the pain." Hella, that's quite true. But I don't mean to say stop hoping. Because when there is no hope, it feels like as boring as dead.

What I want to say is that: just accept it. When things are not in accordance to our hope then, just try to accept it and synchronize our feeling again with the nature. Because that's the way we could be happy.

I used to protest, rebel, and fight against life. Telling life's unfair. Struggling. I still do sometimes.
But what do I know about fairness? I have so little knowledge, how can I verify myself right?

What I think is the ideal or best, perhaps is not the best or ideal at all, and it happens that life prove me that what I used to think good is actually not.